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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
These posts get farther and farther apart....eventually I'll just not come back..... ....I guess that's how I do a lot of things...
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In the car with my mother, she says she's proud of me, but the sadness in her eyes makes me see that there's nothing to be proud of.She says she misses me...misses the joy I used to have as a child....
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Well, it's been well over a month since I've updated, so I might as well.Why is it so difficult to accept compliments and so natural to accept shame? All it takes is one significant insult, even from...
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Monday, August 08, 2005
Run, run, runI feel it settling in again. The Sickness that seems to be winning...beating me. This time it's hitting hard, which I guess I should expect by now. I don't understand. This is...
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
So, here it is...my new home:On Thursday, Sept. 1, I'll be moving to the town of Orvieto, Italy for the semester. I'll be living in Instituo San Lodovico, a convent in the town (yes, with nuns). I'll...
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Well, just a note to say that I'm still alive. That is to say, truly alive. I am surrounded with experiences, both good and bad, that are teaching me to learn. Disappointments, revelations, redemption,...
View ArticleTuesday, January 24, 2006
I had never wanted to live in the city. I grew up in a small redneck town in Arkansas with my mother and sister. I always hated it, constantly fantasizing about the day when I would leave it all...
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I'm watching myself fade away. I feel everything crumbling...deteriorating...even raising its head in an ugly, physical way. I feel like I'm in withdrawal...every part of me screams for something...
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I've always heard that the term "spooning" is derived from the fact that two people in the spooning position resemble the way that spoons in a drawer stack upon one another. This is untrue. It is...
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